Sisyphus 55
Sisyphus 55
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hey everyone - quick question for you.
It’s been a rough stretch. And I anticipate that, like many of my other recent community posts, this one will be seen by around 20 people. But I’ll try to be candid regardless.
I’ve put quite a bit into this channel - emotionally, financially, energy-wise but lately the weight of it all has been catching up. Running a channel this size means paying people fairly, accounting costs, taxes, while relying on a pretty inconsistent and unpredictable monthly performSisyphus 55Post · 2 weeks ago
Wow I did not actually expect people to see the last post, let alone 10,000. I truly wrote that in a not great place and it means the world that so many people engaged with it, shared their own thoughts and even joined the Patreon (it's doubled!).
It's a bit terrifying to open up and ask for help and be vulnerable. And it's a lot easier to give that advice to others while it can still appear unthinkable for yourself. It's rarely been my first impulse. I think people often see me as having it together or kSisyphus 55Post · 2 weeks ago
